他渴望隐居,并努力不引人注目
His Wish To Live In Obscurity And His Efforts To Remain Unnoticed
[ʿUbayd al-Qāriʾ:] 艾哈迈德·伊本·罕百勒的叔叔有一次去看望他,发现他托着下巴。“侄子,”他问道,“是什么让你烦恼?为什么这么闷闷不乐?” 55.1
[ʿUbayd al-Qāriʾ:] Aḥmad ibn Ḥanbal’s uncle once went to see him and found him with his chin cupped in his hand. “Nephew,” he asked, “what’s troubling you? Why so glum?” 55.1
“叔叔,”艾哈迈德回答道,“幸福就是真主确保没有人听说过你。”[艾布·哈提姆:]我父亲说:“只要看看艾哈迈德·本·罕百勒,就知道他并不是在炫耀自己的苦行。我见他穿的凉鞋,不像诵读《古兰经》者穿的那种。鞋头很大,向后卷起,鞋带松松地垂着,看上去像是从市场上为他买来的。我还见他穿着一条围裤,和一件天蓝色的条纹长袍。”292 55.2
“Uncle,” Aḥmad replied, “happiness is when God makes sure that no one’s ever heard of you.” [Abū Ḥātim:] My father said, “All you had to do was look at Aḥmad ibn Ḥanbal to see that he wasn’t trying to show off how ascetic he was. I saw him wearing sandals that didn’t look like the sandals that the Qurʾan-readers292 wear. The toe-end was big and curled back and the strap hung loose. They looked like something bought for him from the market. I also saw him wearing a breechclout and a striped gown of a skyblue color.”293 55.2
通过这样的穿着,艾哈迈德试图避免——至少我认为如此,但只有真主知道真相——看起来像个诵读《古兰经》的人,希望借此失去他虔诚的名声。
By dressing this way Aḥmad was trying to avoid—or so I think, though God alone knows the truth—looking like a Qurʾan-reader, in the hope of losing his reputation for piety.
[Al-Marrūdhī:] 艾哈迈德曾对我说:“告诉阿卜杜勒-瓦哈卜,要把他的光藏在斗底下。名声给我带来的只有痛苦。”55。3
[Al-Marrūdhī:] Aḥmad once said to me, “Tell ʿAbd al-Wahhāb to hide his light under a bushel. Fame has brought me nothing but suffering.” 55.3
[Al-Khallāl:] 我听他说:“我发誓,如果我知道有什么办法能离开这座城市,我一定会离开。这样就没有人会向他们提起我,他们也会把我忘掉。”294
[Al-Khallāl:] I heard him say, “I swear that if I knew a way to leave this city, I’d leave it. Then no one would mention me to them, and they’d forget about me.”294
[Isḥāq:] 我曾见到艾哈迈德·本·罕拜勒在做完晨礼后回到自己的屋里,他对人们说:“不要再跟着我了!” 55。4
[Isḥāq:] I once saw Aḥmad ibn Ḥanbal going back inside his house after praying the dawn prayer. He was telling people, “Stop following me around!” 55.4
[ابن هارون:] 我记得艾哈迈德不喜欢别人跟在他身后走过街道。 555
[Ibn Hārūn:] I remember that Aḥmad didn’t like it when people followed him down the street. 55.5
[ʿAbd Allāh:] 每逢星期五,我父亲外出时不让任何人跟随他。他常常停下来等待,直到那些人放弃并离开。55。6
[ʿAbd Allāh:] When my father went out on Fridays he wouldn’t let anyone follow him. He would often stop and wait until they gave up and went away. 55.6
[伊斯哈格:] 我看见艾哈迈德·本·罕百勒独自一人走着,仿佛他是个无足轻重的人。557
[Isḥāq:] I saw Aḥmad ibn Ḥanbal walking all by himself as if he were a man of no importance. 55.7